I could have avoided all this trouble if i would have...

My daughter asked me today mama when was your first time. I swollow hard and decide if i don't tell her the truth she just might make the same mistake I did n give it up to the wrong one. I met a boy at work and his eyes make my stomach turn. His smile made me believe every word that escaped from him lips. When he touched me my heart skiped a beat, his name was Clint. I was 16 he was 18 and i thought he was the one. I thought the love i felt would be forever. I was bound and determined to keep him and nothing would stop me from doing what ever it took. You see he wasn't a virgin i was, so of corse he was more experienced and wanted it alot. I was scared and i knew i wasn't ready but i knew if i didn't he would go out and get it from someone else and i didn't want that. So I told him i wanted to sleep with him. He asked me a few times if i was ready and I insisted i was insisted that i loved him and wanted to show him how much. Afterwards i felt dirty felt guilty felt stupid felt empty. Like someone had taken my most prized possesion. He hadn't taken it i had given it away witch only made me feel worse when a week later i did it again and few days after we broke up. I could have avoided all that trouble if i would have just followed my heart and listened to the wise words of my mother. Don't give it away until you know one hundred percent YOUR ready. The decision is yours and no one else's because if he really loves you like he'll say he does he will wait.