Wednesday, November 11, 2009

cinderella story

People always wonder about the true story of cinderella. Always ask was it really that bad, well I'm here to tell you it is. My mother has been married 3 times you say wow thats alot i say it's becasue she knows she deserves the best adn if she marries a man that isn't treating her like the best she leaves. I'm ok with that what I'm not ok with is the fact that no matter how hard a try I'm never enough for any of the men i have called daddy. My biological father didn't love me for the reason that a father loves his daughter. My first step-dad didn't want me because well I am a girl and he wanted all boys wanted big boys who can play sports he likes to live out the dreams through them. So i gave up on having a daddy daughter relationship with him. Then him and mama split and she remarried. This time i was not ready to share her i mean i was about 11 at this time and when they atarted dating i hated him. Hated him with every ounce of negativity i had in my little body. Then i saw how mama felt about him. I saw that her eyes lit up again and she talked on the phone for hours at a time jsut talking to him about pretty much nothing. I had to give the man that made my mama happy a chance so I started to be nice. Eventully we moved in with his daughter and his son. She married him and we played happy little family. Well as i continued to grow up I started to see that my new sister Jessie was always first. She could get away with murder i simply cop an additude and I get grounded for a week how is that fair at all. I finally realized that I'm never going to have a daddy daughter relationship with any man that entered my life. I wouldn't have a man give me away at my weding without it i refuse to let that happen.But ive come to the realization that I don't need to have that relationship, because i have a relationship with my mom that no one could replace.

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